Feel tired if you do. Feel sad if your heart is broken. Pain is a feeling to be felt. I think you did feel tired and sad before. Maybe things have reached a threshold or I just didn’t notice before. I am not sure if I should have shouted “Fighting!”, for you may not want to “fight” at the moment. And I honestly don’t “know” what happened. I want to console you but can’t think of wise words. Maybe you just want some quiet time. I’m sorry I might have been too noisy being your fan.
So when you feel like it, turn around and look at the little blobs of light fighting to shine in the dark. Your little stars are there.